1. |
Broken Armour
03:16
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Dark times
Slowly running out of hope
How was I supposed to know, hmmm
Red lights
But I missed all of the signs
Only the paranoid survive, hmmm
Go to bed but I can never block out your voice
Radio playing but it won't drown out the noise
Working late, everyday tryna fill the void
From you, from you
Step by step I get
Get a little closer
Closure from this mess
And no matter how I try
I can't forget
I'm not done
Fixing up
My broken armour
My broken armour
Thin Ice
I told ya you were skating on
Didn't think you'd done anything wrong
Oooh
But the lies
You would dress them up in gold
Like a sin in sugarcoat
Oooh
Go to bed but I can never block out your voice (hmm)
Radio playing but it won't drown out the noise (The noise, noise)
Working late, everyday tryna fill the void (Tryna fill the void)
From you, from you
Step by step I get
Get a little closer
Closure from this mess
And no matter how I try
I can't forget
I'm not done
Fixing up
My broken armour
Got me hesitating
Every move I'm making
But don't be mistaken
Cause your grip is fading
Got me hesitating
Every move I'm making
But don't be mistaken
Cause your grip is fading
Cause your grip is fading
Ohhh
Tryna fill the void
Step by step I get
Get a little closer
Closure from this mess
And no matter how I try
I can't forget
I'm not done
Fixing up
My broken armour
Step by step I get
Get a little closer
Closure from this mess
And no matter how I try
I can't forget
I'm not done
Fixing up
My broken armour
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2. |
Can't Run Forever
03:21
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Like a coward in the corner
I lay there in a cold sweat
Cause I don't wanna feel this
Turn it off off off
I'm forced to make my mind up
And the walls cave in behind me
As I'm standing in the doorway
Get me out out out
I've got a habit of just shutting down
When things get louder, louder
Avoiding the voices, I'm drowning them out
But it's getting harder, harder
Just face it
Can't crack under the pressure
Can't keep running forever
I'm tainted
How can I hold it all together
When I just need a little space
Don't wanna feel cause it's intimidating
Better to be numb
Than brave it all at once
Just face it
Can't crack under the pressure
Can't keep running forever
Like I'm waking in a nightmare
Where I can't turn the light on
Keep on forgetting it's reality
Wake me up up up
I've got a habit of just shutting down
When things get louder, louder
Avoiding the voices, I'm drowning them out
But it's getting harder, harder
Just face it
Can't crack under the pressure
Can't keep running forever
I'm tainted
How can I hold it all together
When I just need a little space
Don't wanna feel cause it's intimidating
Better to be numb
Than brave it all at once
Just face it
Can't crack under the pressure
Can't keep running forever
Run run forever
Run run forever
It'll catch up eventually
Run run run run forever
Run run forever
Run run forever
It'll catch up eventually
Run run run run forever
I've got a habit of just shutting down
When things get louder, louder
Avoiding the voices, I'm drowning them out
But it's getting harder, harder
Just face it
Can't crack under the pressure
Can't keep running forever
I'm tainted
How can I hold it all together
When I just need a little space
Don't wanna feel cause it's intimidating
Better to be numb
Than brave it all at once
Just face it
Can't crack under the pressure
Can't keep running forever
Run run forever
Run run forever
It'll catch up eventually
Run run run run forever
Run run forever
Run run forever
It'll catch up eventually
Run run run run forever
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3. |
Say A Word
02:55
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I wish I was telepathic
I'd know exactly how you're feeling
Could give you everything you needed
Hmmm
Maybe I'd be more empathetic
Cause I'd be staring at your demons
Bargaining them for your freedom
Hmmm
Always had your walls up
You don't wanna be selfish
You carry the weight on your own
Scared of being a burden
But you couldn't ever
I want you to share out the load
You don't have to say a word
You don't have to string single sentence
When your head is in a blur
I can hear your voice through the silence
If I was a magician
I could give you perfect healing
And make everything have meaning
So it wasn't all for nothing
Vanish away your suffering
Together we'll get over it
Always had your walls up
You don't wanna be selfish
You carry the weight on your own
Scared of being a burden
But you couldn't ever
I want you to share out the load
You don't have to say a word
You don't have to string single sentence
When your head is in a blur
I can hear your thoughts through the silence
Through the silence
I can Read your signals
From so far away
And I don't want you to break down
Take a minute to be here now
I can see it written
All over your face
You've been holding in your sadness
Take a minute to be selfless
You don't have to say a word
You don't have to string single sentence
When your head is in a blur
I can hear your thoughts through the silence
You don't have to say a word
You don't have to string single sentence
When your head is in a blur
I can hear your thoughts through the silence
You don't have to say a word
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4. |
On My Tongue
03:11
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Wish I believed that every cloud had a silver lining
I'm on my knees outside your door, maybe we'll survive this
No guarantees when they roll your dice
S'outta your hands, don't get to decide
Can't play it twice
When life gives you lemons we make lemonade
But no one can change the bitterness stained
Another day another sour taste on my tongue
On my tongue, tongue
Looking for somebody I can blame, there's no one
There's no one, one
Every minute gets a little harder
Can't swallow down my pills, I'd rather keep on bottling the pain
I'm so done
Done
Another day another sour taste on my
Don't wanna pray, desperate in this ungodly hour
Starting to pace, my heart is beating louder and louder
Looking for signs in every face
Hoping to gauge some kind of emotion
Just give me something
When kept in the dark my mind runs away
A glimmer of hope is all that it takes
Another day another sour taste on my tongue
On my tongue, tongue
Looking for somebody I can blame, there's no one
There's no one, one
Every minute gets a little harder
Can't swallow down my pills, I'd rather keep on bottling the pain
I'm so done
Done
Another day another sour taste on my
Another day another sour taste on my
Another day another sour taste on my
Can't swallow down my pills, I'd rather keep on bottling the pain
I'm so done
Done
Another day another sour taste on my
When life gives you lemons we make lemonade
But no one can change the bitterness stained
When kept in the dark my mind runs away
A glimmer of hope is all that it takes
Another day another sour taste on my tongue
On my tongue, tongue
Looking for somebody I can blame, there's no one
There's no one, one
Every minute gets a little harder
Can't swallow down my pills, I'd rather keep on bottling the pain
I'm so done
I'm so done
Another day another sour taste on my
Another day another sour taste on my
Another day another sour taste on my
Can't swallow down my pills, I'd rather keep on bottling the pain
I'm so done
Done
Another day another sour taste on my
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5. |
Imposter Syndrome
03:02
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They say when you know
That's when you know
But what if I don't
If your not my home
Where do I go
Am I a fraud
Or am I just bored of this
I see that you called
Maybe I'm flawed
Cause I never call you first
Am I thinking this
Out of existence
Or is there something that I'm missing
What if she could love you
Better than I could
What if she could hold you in ways I know that I should
Maybe you'd be happier without my barriers
Yeah she would love you, oh
But I'm here with imposter syndrome
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oooh
But I'm here with imposter syndrome
It's all an illusion
Don't know what the truth is
I'm feeling ruthless
Starting to lose it
Am I a Judas
Now I'm Sick sick sick to my stomach
Am I guilty oh when I wonder
If there's somebody better for you
Somebody better for you
Am I thinking this
Out of existence
Or is there something that I'm missing
What if she could love you
Better than I could
What if she could hold you in ways I know that I should
Maybe you'd be happier without my barriers
Yeah she would love you, Ooh
But I'm here with imposter syndrome
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oooh
But I'm here with imposter syndrome
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oooh
But I'm here with imposter syndrome
What if I'm not good enough
What if I'm faking love
I don't deserve you
Don't wanna hurt you
What if I'm not good enough
What if I'm faking love
I don't deserve you
Don't wanna hurt you
Am I not good enough
I'm not good enough
What if she could love you
Better than I could
What if she could hold you in ways I know that I should
Maybe you'd be happier without my barriers
Yeah she would love you, ooh
But I'm here with imposter syndrome
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oooh
But I'm here with imposter syndrome
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oooh
But I'm here with imposter syndrome
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6. |
Glitch In The Matrix
03:09
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Oh my mother she told me to keep you in my sight
She said you're the older one, you're the role model
Keep him by your side
Oh my brother you say that your fine but you cry at night
They laughed in the playground at your hand me downs
Oh I wished you'd fight
But if you don't want to
I'll do it for you
I'm gonna pray for a glitch in the matrix
To wake up one day and see that we've switched places
And whatever you're facing i'll face it
I'll do it for you, do it for you
I heard the news was so out of the blue
That you weren't doing so good
No you don't deserve this, but we're learning
That life doesn't do as it should
It's so unexpected
Promise I'll keep you protected
I'm gonna pray for a glitch in the matrix
To wake up one day and see that we've switched places
And whatever you're facing i'll face it
I'll do it for you, do it for you
Take some deep breaths and steady the breathing
Cause I'll be the air in your lungs if you need me
I'll be fighting while your asleep dreaming
I'll do it for you, do it for you
I don't think he can face it
I'm bigger I can take it
If only we could just switch places
I don't think he can face it
I'm bigger I can take it
If only we could just switch places
I don't think he can face it
I'm bigger I can take it
If only we could just switch places
I don't think he can face it
I'm bigger I can take it
If only we could just switch places
I'm gonna pray for a glitch in the matrix
To wake up one day and see that we've switched places
And whatever you're facing i'll face it
I'll do it for you
I'll do it for you
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